...I love my friend...

" Friendship is the source of the greatest pleasures, and without friends even the most agreeable pursuits become tedious."

There are things that I'm really trying to hide eversince. Thousands of smiles but millions
of pains behind! Laughters like there's no tomorrow but tears inside like you're dying right now.
I am having a mixed emotion today. I am happy because of the unexpected thoughts
coming from an unexpected person. Those soul touching words that comfort me from a tragic
and hurtful decission i made really make me feel better. Everyone has a purpose.
Everyone happens for a reason,meaning,no one accidentally exist,right?

I never thought of having this friendship coz this friend and i really differs in
many things. Styles,fashion,maybe traits and favorites.But i was so thankful that she came
into my life and gave me the real meaning of friendship. She appreciates the beautiful things
I've done like no one else did. She's a simple friend that i know.Trustworthy,caring and a
humble girl. The girl who taught me how to fight with all those challenges. The happy and
a brave person who still try to smile inspite of all her problems.Now,what really makes me realize
that she's really my real friend is how she believes me inspite of all the judgements of other
people.Except of my two bestfriends,she's one of the important people in my life. She even seems like my only refuge.

Now,im in the most darkest way in my life. Having so much problems in family,
this important person im losing and a little in school.How am i be able to handle this?
I even had a hard time dealing with myself. I am really confused coz i seriously don't know what to
do with all this things...If only i could turn back time and make all things right. We regret
maybe somethings,the thing we doesn't see when it's still there.
It's just maybe,we just have to appreciate those even those small,good things that happen to us.
I don't know what i'm tryimg to say coz i am really confused...

But im really so super glad that i have this friends who never left me alone.

"No one makes mistakes. No one runs awayAny more. I bite my lip andTurn to you. Maybe now you understand.The feeling is a jewel like a pearl. "