Let's forget the storm, please!!!!!!

“You are so full of wisdom about life that when you speak it really makes me think that I could stay there forever just to listen to your open mind, for it is peaceful and inviting. You have become my awakening; you have helped me see things in a brighter way, in a happier, enlightening way. For I was once drowning from my own fears, completely cynical about love, about hope and security. I used to think that no one understood me and could ever. Then one day before I knew you personally, you flew into my thoughts and at that moment though I wasn't truly sure why you were there. Suddenly I felt reassured and a smile was brought to my heart. Somehow I believe deep down I knew I loved you then.

I know I don't tell you that I love you, but as the days go by, my love for you grows, and each day I thank God that I have you in my life. I know I get mad and upset. It is because my heart is so strong in love with you it scares me so. All I want is to take us away, away from the pain and just to share what we have with each other.

We have both gone through so much in our lives; we've both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don't ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else.

There are many things in life that people wish for such as: cars, big houses, great jobs and more. All I want in my life is you and your love. We have been through storms and back into the light over and over again, and right now we are back in the storm. Through the many years and great days we've spent with each other, my love for you have continued to grow and grow. Right now all I want you to know is my love for you will never die. Let's step back into the light... I love you.”

Storms will always be a part in our life. Maybe, it is to test our faith and strength to God, to the people and even to ourselves. You maybe drown from your own fears, cynical about love, about hope and security and you think that no one will understand you and could ever. Until now, even though I really love this person, I still have doubts here in my heart. I still have those things which I hide from him. OHHH!!! That thing above is dedicated for him. You’ll surely know him because of course; he’s the only man in my life. *hehehe*…I made that sort of “letter” thing for him because I know I can’t say it straight to his face. *heheheh*…I just hope it will work out. I just hope he’s not mad at me anymore. I hope everything’s going to be fine again…=;(