So much things to say

Time just passed by so fast. Who would have thought that in just a short span of time, a simple friend would eventually turn into a great bestfriend..and then to someone really special to you. But maybe, what's more convincing is that "Fate works in mysterious ways". So mysterious that you no longer notice where it leads you,only to find out in the end, "what you've once held on to has been already gone".And what makes it more mysterious? It's when, there are things you cannot understand, thoughts you cannot speak out, and feelings you cannot express because you're scared of knowing that it was not the right thing. Well, I still believe that everything happens for a reason. Up until right now, I could still remember how we came to be friends up until to that night where we've ended up everything. I couldn't help but wish that we all have the power to know the future (of whats gonna happen next!)- to spare us all from the pain caused by the mistakes in our life. But I know, that's just so imposible (diba?). But when I come to think of it, what's our FAITH and HOPE for if there wouldn't be any "mystery" that makes life worth living? (the spirit!haha) Would there be more exciting of the thrill of discovering the UNKNOWN?.. Sometimes, it's just too tired. Why? Because along the way, you couldn't avoid to feel PAIN because obviously, it's part of life. And It's always easier to stay in a corner and cry on to the things you've lost but- wouldn't that just rob us of the joy of life?

(blah..blah..blahh..)*sigh* Honestly, this is the first time I'm writing in here something that makes SENSE. I dont know, but I just have the feeling that someone there might remember to visit this site again. (and if you're reading, para nimo jud ni!).......

In that span of time we've been together, I never thought that I will meet someone as TRUE as you are. Though I must have admit that since you came, I've became so dependent to you.
"When I'm here you have to be here too" kind of thing! Almost all the time, we had each other. You save me from the the "kapalpakans" I've made since he left me. *sigh*What I really want to reach out to you is that, though we've got our own lives right now, I hope you'd never change for the people you will be meeting in your life someday just because of what happened. I hope, you'd still be the same person I had. Don't worry a lot because, we have our whole life ahead of us. (knowing ikaw manjuy mas daghag problems natoh!) I always believe that you're a strong person. (i know I freakin sound like a NUN right now but i mean everything I've said). Just dont be scared of letting people know who you really are!*cry*I know for sure, that they will appreciate more the person I've seen in YOU.

FINALLY, this is it. In the right time, life reveals the answers to these mysteries. Coz for sure, there's this "INVISIBLE" thread that binds everything. Just like a "cross-stich" design, it takes TIME and PATIENCE before you can see the whole picture. We just have to WAIT. :-)


xoxo, "BAI"