...HIGHSCHOOL LIFE...

What's the difference of high school life from our elementary days? Elementary days?
It's really so funny to remember! We have all those immaturities and child acts. Now, that
we're in high school, things changed. Even our personality. We're now more responsible of things.
We're now more mature than before. We already knew a lot of things even not all but somehow,
we now know some of the things about the real world. Time really went by so fast. I remember the first
day of school in my first year high school, when I once stood in front of the class and was so scared
to introduce myself. The girl who doesn't knew a lot of things yet while telling this to myself,
"Things will change now that I'm in high school and I'll surely miss my elementary days!".

Being a 2nd year high school student now, things really changed unexpectedly.
If I am once this girl who doesn't study even if there is an exam, coz seriously I hate studying,
now that I'm in high school and mostly being in this academic school? I don't think I could handle
this without even studying at all. Before, I used to play after classes, but now? I couldn't remember the
last time I played.*hehehe*But those changes just have to deal with "maturity". Maybe I am now that mature
enough to think about what's good for myself. But still, there are limitations, of course, I still depend to other
people especially to my parents. There are things that I couldn't stand on my own. Being in high school for
almost 2 years already, a lot of things happened to me. It is where I felt the most enjoyable days in my life.
It is where I learn to value things. It is where I gain more self-confidence. Where I tried to make decisions for myself.
And it is where I experienced the feeling of being in love. What do you really feel when you're in love?
This has been always my question ever since because I'm not sure of this feeling. Maybe, this was just puppy love,
I taught then, but whatever! They say puppy love is just a small love but for me? It is strong and powerful because
It is where two individuals with opposite sex fall in love with each other at an early stage of their life.” Puppy love!".
Learning how to love is one of the greatest things I felt in my whole boring life. Things which deals with it is
I am now the stronger "Kristine". Because of love, I learn to fight. Love makes me the person I can be now!
Because of it I learned to forgive and be humble. People might disagree with me but it's really up to us!!!Of how we
deal things around us. In some point of view in my life,I now knew my weakness,” LOVE"!!!

High school? It's the best ever yet it's the most hurtful stage. For me, this is the stage where
we developed as a person who once had nothing in this world. Now my journey still continues its adventures hoping that there
would be a lot of things to discover ahead of my life....

mY life WoulD be NotHing WitHouT yOu

You're simple in your ways.You're different among all. You're the person who cares a lot about me.I don't know. I don't want to think about you,but not even a second that you're out of my mind.How can you be so unfair?If you really love me,then why can't just fight without those fears?Its really so super hard. Taking all the pains that's been crowding here inside our hearts.

You're the person who sees the beautiful things I've done. You're the one who appreciates me.I used to wake up each morning with just nothing in this world,with all those unkind words from others and now here you are in my life,making me strong again(even though i always fail!).You help me move on being stucked here in a dark corner of life for such a very long time.You're the one who make me realize that life is important,that we should cherish every single moment of it. You really changed my life.And mostly,you help me became the best person I can be.

Time went by so fast. I still remember those times that all i can do was just stare at you wishing someday you would be mine.Now,I just couldn't believe we'll be this close..But there are still things that i want to know about you.

I see you sometimes and you look down even though you may pretend otherwise. I wish you would open up to me and let me in to your life. I know it wouldn't be easy but I still believe that I could be good for you, if only you could return my feelings. I know I may not be the best looking girl, you know,and all I could just offer you is my heart and soul.

Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.

Maybe,I was just sent down here for a mission, a mission to find someone that will complete me. I never thought that my task would be fulfilled till the very moment I met you. I had finally found the perfection that I had been seeking for all my life. Through your presence, I saw the real me, a person that lives for a goal and a purpose.

I love you so much....