L0ve will find its way...

No matter how we try to avoid love, it will surely find its way. No matter how we try to stop it, if it is intended to
happen, it will surely happen. Some people search for love, an answer to their question. But love? Love is like a
butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it will go and leave...But if you just let it lend to you...BOOOOSSSSHHHH!!!!!
You'll experience heaven!!!!*hehehe*Love...love....love...I just couldn't imagine my life without loving. I once curse myself
never to love again after that tragic sudden heart break.(hehehe....maybe I'm just so immature at that time)...
But love really find its way....

Love is the most wonderful thing I ever felt in my whole life. Love would really heal broken hearts. Love will give
you more strength and faith. It will give you hope and chances. But sometimes, we’re the one avoiding it. We’re the
one making it wrong. Do you believe in destiny or signs? Its funny when I am really so dead serious about it before.
It's like, its the only thing I trust before coz I think of ways that its really impossible that he could be mine.
In some ways, it worked out!!!!!!*hehehe*I remember the time when we're the partner in the dance. It was February 14..
"Valentines Day”, the day of what they called "love”. I never taught that something special will happen in that day.
It maybe a very a small thing, but it really did matter for me. My feelings for him grew stronger and stronger as each day past.
Because,destiny???I don't know. Maybe it was really playing between the two of us. One time I am waiting for a jeepney
in my way home,I wish he was with me at that time. And guess what? Wish granted. I don't even know that we'll ride the
same jeepney in going home. And that's the start of all.*laugh*..the beginning of our love story...*hehehe*...
Time really flew so fast. It’s one year ago already. And I just couldn't believe he's now with me.

Pains, heartbreak...its a part of love. We have to cross that all. All of us may wish or hope that there wouldn't be such
thing as "pain”. But you can never avoid being hurt, especially when you really love the person and find out that you've given
your all to him and got nothing left for yourself. Now, without him, how would you live your life on your own?
Destiny...you cannot think of another ways how to get that person back but just trust in destiny.Signs???does it have to do
something with love???Signs are just signs.Its wrong when you really take it seriously. When you truly love the person, you’ll
fight for that love. Not just wait for the next thing that will happen.But yes!!! I did the same thing only to find out in the end
that I'm just making the situation worst. Its really wrong.” We’re the one who shape our destiny!” that’s it...
If you just let anything to happen without doing anything, you may lose all. In this love, I realized that there's nothing wrong
in believing those signs, but sometimes, you just got to work on your own and fight for those things you don't want to lose.
Right? But there's still a lot of things that I don't know yet, how to deal with them. But just learn to trust,
YOU'LL BE HAPPY THAT WAY!!!!=)

fRiEnDs Are The Joy of our life!

There are people that we treasure a lot in our life. Those people we can count on to especially in our times of need.
Who could be with us through thick and thin.

Friends!!!Friends are the joy of our life. They help us shape who we are. They guide us into discovering things that makes us unique. Maybe, that’s why teen-agers like to be a part of “barkada” because they can be sources of both pleasures and frustrations.
Most of us, being a newly grown teen-agers may have a lot of things to encounter, friends seems to be our only refuge.
They're the one whom we speak out our problems when it's uneasy for us to speak it out to our family.

But you can never avoid misunderstandings, arguments and unkind words from each other. There are still a lot of things that differs from your personality that leads for you to not understand each other. Could this get any worse? I once had these
friends. Friends I never thought who would accept me in spite of all the hurtful judgements of people about me. They're the ones
who gave me more strength to believe in myself.

"Its funny when you find yourself looking from the outside. I’m standing here but all I want is to be over there! Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen?"

It’s hard keeping all the pains inside. It hurts when you make other people happy but you couldn't even make it
to yourself. Now tell me, how would you know if that friendship is worth fighting for? They should be the one whom we can cry on to,
but now, we find ourselves crying because of them. Would it be easy to stand with all the hurtful things inside?
Would it just be fine, if we just learn to forgive each other even though with those bad feelings we've been trying to keep ever since?

As what happened to me and to my friends, I just learn to forgive, not being plastic to them. Just think like
nothing happens at all and start a new beginning again. I realized in this day that nothing would happen if we just let our pride rule over our hearts. I never regretted in my whole life that I met this kind of friends. Different people with different
personality!*laugh*Who would expect we would be close friends? That’s what really make my friends unique.

Well, in some point of life, I learn many lessons from them. One thing that really makes me stick with them? it’s that
they're REAL....=)


"Like any other kind of love, friendship can be lost within our lives due to neglect or anger or, sometimes, simply circumstances. However it is lost, we often lose a part of ourselves that can never quite be recovered."

REMINDERS:Don't Ignore!

We speak about a lot of topics. We thank so much people that's been with us through joys and pains.
We think about so much things that we even don't mind some people. People who try to be on our way.
Who tries to fit even if you doesn't give that person a care. Who's still with you even though you got everything;
friends,family,the world...which makes you say that you don't need them.But what if destiny pulls you down
one day?

All of us are born equal. Woman can do what man can. Everyone deserves to be happy;rich,the less fortunate
ones,famous people or not. One thing that that makes a person blind is "money". "Money is the root of all evils",as what
they said.The thing that makes the person rule his/her pride is popularity and even wealth.But,can you use that all the time?
Until your death?Money can't buy all in this world.It cannot buy "love".Now,without love how can each one of us understand
each other?How can any one live with happiness?Love....Love is the most especial thing that makes people bind as one.
We can never be united without it because for me,it is accompanied by passion,self sacrifice,patience and devotion.
Can you imagine life without love?

In our daily life, a lot of unnoticed things may happen to us.We intend not to care with those things anymore.
It onced happened to me.I realized now that we should learn to appreciate things,even though how small it is,we
should learn to give importance every single thing that happen to us.Now,I wish that I could turn back time.
I wouldn't expect anything in return. I won't expect that he'll come back and love me again.I just want to clear up things.
I want to thank him for making me the woman of who I am now.I want to make him feel that I'm so thankful to have him.
Love,love,love. You can never choose the person you fall in love to. I'm so numb...because of my pride, I learn to
stop my feelings for him.I never was true to my feelings for him.At that time,I always think that I never had a feelings for him.
But deep inside,I onced really love him.I hate it when he's there.But I couldn't deny to myself that I missed his absence also.
He's not the type of guy I like. Not even one of the things I like in a guy fits him.I choose to ignore this guy.I choose to not
mind him. Now,he's gone.All I can do is to pray for his happiness and find someone better.Someone who would accept
him and not ignore him.Someone that will give importance to him. Someone that will show love and the things that I
never given him in return.Because of him,I realized so much lesons in life.

Now,I'm happy with someone else.And I'm happy that I did the right thing at this time.That person I onced
ignore is someone I won't forget in mylife.Because he's someone who taught me how to give importance of everything.
About this person I have now?I'll never let him go again.

wHy do wE haVe to sAcrifIce things Because Of it?

"I loved him like no other man; I did not love his laugh. I did not love his smile. I did not need his touch. But, the one thing I needed from him was for him to always be there."

If you really love the person,are you willing to sacrifice things for him?Would you survive inspite of all the pains you have because of him?Are you gonna hold on or let go?Would you be strong enough to fight for your love even if your just the only one holding on?It's not easy,right?But what if he tells you that he loves you,are you gonna give a second chance?and a chance for yourself again?

Today,i realize so much things about it. A thing..a very special thing that happened to me.I never know about it until he came into my life."love"!!!
Its just so amazing how love can be so powerful. You learn to lie, to hide those feelings, to do things which you normally do not do, you learn to sacrifice because of it.

Speaking about sacrifices,when you say that you're in love,what do you really mean?Being willing to make personal sacrifices for the good of the relationship?
Yep...I once did that. The sacrifice of letting go. But it was so super hard.
You love the person so much that it hurts not being with him.Sitting alone in sorrow wishing that he'll be the one to come back and fight for you.You learn to lie just for him to not get hurt about it.And it's one of the hardest decission I made.
Knowing that there can't be another person that makes you happy like he do. You tried to replace him over and over and realized that you're making yourself fool.
You feel as if your soul has stolen your heart and left you to cry yourself to sleep each and every night with guilt in your heart of how you really loves him inspite of all. I guess you just don't realize what you have until it's gone.Right?

Why need to fight with just those simple things?All the arguments and everything seems as if it's happening because time runs by both of you and you both don't have much time with each other due to work & hectic days.But the real truth???You just got to love each other stronger,so why need to hurt yourself????right???*laugh*

This are realities. Realities in life that we guys have to fight. We just have to be true to ourselves,no matter how the people or even the world pulls us down,as long as you still have each other, why bother to care about the comments of other people?So, from now on, I'll try to be strong.
A stronger "Kristine"....we'll anyway,those sacrifices are gonna pay off in the end.

Kudos to life!!!!!=)

On being taught by students

Have you ever experienced the feeling of doing a lot of responsibilities? Like being a teacher, the one who teaches us all the things. The one who help us to discover a lot of things about ourselves. Who teaches right and good conduct? The one who serves as our second parents in school?

Yep, yep, yep…UPHS students experienced that because those are made possible by our KYSD. (Know Your School Day)…Through this, students are given the authority to handle a two-day teaching in our school. They act not as students but as big persons in school. So how do you like it?

About the student’s teaching? We all can say that it was sort of different. Maybe because we are not used to it when our fellow classmates greeted us “Ms or Sir”, or simply because we’re not used of doing it, being the teacher and it feels awkward, right? The feeling is different from reporting in class because in KYSD, you as a student are given the authority. What’s really so challenging about it is how students have a bit trouble in teaching but still try to make their classmates understand the lesson. We can really see it in their eyes that some student teachers are nervous yet excited. Some of them are having the hard time to adjust also. Some just keep on smiling in spite of all the weird feelings inside. Isn’t it hard standing in front of the class, trying to be calm even if you’re scared? *Hehehe*It’s hard right? Because in order to be a teacher, you must be able to give the students moral lessons that will make sense from their frame of reference. And as a teacher, you must model moral behavior, right? So, maybe that’s why, student teachers still maintain strictness most especially when the students sometimes don’t respect them. Maybe also, so that other people cannot underestimate a teacher as a positive role model. Its really hard being a teacher, right? Every moment in class or in the hallways you are on stage. Because the students need to see them as real people who through hard work have attained a full and successful life.

Now, we realized how hard it is being a teacher. How they sacrifice a lot of things for the students. How it is so super hard to think of ways how to teach the students in an effective way that they will be enjoying at the same time. How they felt bad if the students seems like playing and not listening at all. Teachers do really make sacrifices so all can learn. And as second parents, we are also their responsibilities. Can you imagine all those sacrifices they made for us? "If teachers want more money, they should be engineers or lawyers.” Right? *Hehehe*Teachers know that going into this profession it will not make them rich but in spite of all, they still choose this job. So we should be thankful to them. We should be proud of them because they are one of the instruments for our success.