kRiStiNe gAy aRdIeNte

...If love had a weight, there wouldn't be a scale in the world to measure how much I love you...

Thursday, January 25

...love,love has come my way...

Love is one of the fundamental realities of God. By discovering love, we discover the existence of God. Love is Its essential "substance". The infinite energy of love comes from God and creates everything that is good, divine, harmonious, true, ecstatic. All the wonderful manifestations contain in themselves the mysterious and deeply unifying energy of love. When love is in all of us, then we are all in God. The ineffable energy of love is the endless and all-powerful source of harmonious life that manifests as happiness, joy, compassion, goodness and ecstasy. Everything that is good, beautiful and true exists through the mysterious energy of love. And nothing that is truly sublime can exist and maintain itself without the energy of love.

LOVE???yep,i don't know!!!But this is what i really felt right now.Its just so weird,the first time i ever felt like this in my life...I feel the happiness, the joy everytime im with "him",the things i'm doing because of him..and all those!!!God!!!Its like,im willing to give up my all to him!!!!NOOO!!!!this couldn't be...

Too much jealousy can kill, besides, it's nice to know that your loved one fears losing you,right?...maybe,this is what i'm exactly feeling right now..I don't want to be like that anymore.I want to trust him but i'm afraid. Im afraid of everything. I tired of hiding things already,i lost many important people.-cry-

I've been with this wrong love before.It's a sad thing in life,you meet and fall inlove with someone only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you've wasted a lot of time for him who wasn't worth it. Now,love has come my way again. Even if I don't want,there's no way i could have avoided it and falling in love with him.

Hope I'll do the right thing at this time.

"To My Friends Who Are............ AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel."


To My Friends Who Are........... SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but loves only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.


To My Friends Who Are... PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...


To My Friends Who Are............ HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.



Wednesday, January 24

MIKKA AND NEZZY

Time's really so fast.I really miss you both a lot. We've been bestfriends for how many years
already. When we think about it, maybe two years is not really that long.
But it's like I've known you guys for how many years already coz it
feels so comfortable to be with you both even until now that we weren't as
close as before.

I remember the first year days. Talking about a lot of things,crushes,new
trends and stuffs that girls wanna talk about-is our favorite pastime.
I miss the "open forum" times we had before. And the "dota" days,
the time we we're so addicted with that game.
We had all the time to be with each other. I miss the RECESS time when
I used to bring a lot of rice for us three,the time you used to love my
father's cook. And Oh!!!!the time when we kept eating squid ball and
tempura after class.That was really so nice to remember.

Now,things changed.We barely spend time with each other.
We already got new group of friends.And that's what im really trying
to say with all this.We learn to love these friends a lot. As time pass
by,we learn to trust them.With all those secrets and things about ourself.
I understand what you really feel right now Miks,coz i exactly felt the
same way,too.I never thought our friendship with my new friends would
just end so fast. The only thing that hurts a lot is,the time you learn to
value them a lot,the same time they'll leave.
Now,we doesn't know who to chill with when we guys doesn't see each
other. But I'm happy that its still the two of you I run when i have a problem.
Thanks for all.Thanks for still being my bestfriends.
Love You Guys!


"The greatest sweetener of human life is Friendship. To raise this to the highest pitch of enjoyment, is a secret which but few discover. "

Tuesday, January 23

...I love my friend...


" Friendship is the source of the greatest pleasures, and without friends even the most agreeable pursuits become tedious."

There are things that I'm really trying to hide eversince. Thousands of smiles but millions
of pains behind! Laughters like there's no tomorrow but tears inside like you're dying right now.
I am having a mixed emotion today. I am happy because of the unexpected thoughts
coming from an unexpected person. Those soul touching words that comfort me from a tragic
and hurtful decission i made really make me feel better. Everyone has a purpose.
Everyone happens for a reason,meaning,no one accidentally exist,right?

I never thought of having this friendship coz this friend and i really differs in
many things. Styles,fashion,maybe traits and favorites.But i was so thankful that she came
into my life and gave me the real meaning of friendship. She appreciates the beautiful things
I've done like no one else did. She's a simple friend that i know.Trustworthy,caring and a
humble girl. The girl who taught me how to fight with all those challenges. The happy and
a brave person who still try to smile inspite of all her problems.Now,what really makes me realize
that she's really my real friend is how she believes me inspite of all the judgements of other
people.Except of my two bestfriends,she's one of the important people in my life. She even seems like my only refuge.

Now,im in the most darkest way in my life. Having so much problems in family,
this important person im losing and a little in school.How am i be able to handle this?
I even had a hard time dealing with myself. I am really confused coz i seriously don't know what to
do with all this things...If only i could turn back time and make all things right. We regret
maybe somethings,the thing we doesn't see when it's still there.
It's just maybe,we just have to appreciate those even those small,good things that happen to us.
I don't know what i'm tryimg to say coz i am really confused...

But im really so super glad that i have this friends who never left me alone.

"No one makes mistakes. No one runs awayAny more. I bite my lip andTurn to you. Maybe now you understand.The feeling is a jewel like a pearl. "

Monday, January 22

..Sinulog 2007!!!....

Hey there!How are you guys celebrating the fiest of Sto. Nino??
Its been an enjoyable and tiresome day for me.
But anyway,i enjoy watching the street dancing of different contingents
during the sinulog!!But the most enjoyable one???Its the fireworks in Ayala.
Its really nice watching those colorful,shimmering fireworks that really
amazed all of us while imagining yourself with your special someone at that
very moment.How i wish he's with me enjoying that night!=)

Speaking about "LOVE"...How would you know if your love
is worth fighting for?How would you be honest to him if you never been honest to
yourself either?how would you tell him what you feel if you
does'nt want him to get hurt?...Would it be the best way to let go?
It isn't that easy to fight knowing that you're the only
one fighting for...Not easy to let go with all those memories
he left behind...Not easy to move-on,hoping that he'll fight
for you..If you really love that person,all you can do is hope..
Hoping you could bring back the past..the memories you shared...
and all those hopes inside your heart will always hunt you,if you do really
love that person.

Im tired of hiding stuffs behind me.I never want to commit the same
mistake in the past anymore!!!It's really making me crazy!!!


... the great thing to learn about life is, first, not to do what you don’t want to do, and, second, to do what you do want to do.